July 2010
42 posts
Somethings good is brewing and I have no idea what...
anxious
I believe I have gone beyond crazy (mad hatter style)
I have convinced myself that I have not done anything all summer. Have I ?..
Maybe once in awhile but nothing spectacular enough to aww about on a resume. I believe these are the times for people my age to come up, all of this is up for the grabbing but its our own actions to choose if we want to take it. The world has become all about...
I feel like love is getting taken away from me...
I just want him to come back because he wants too. Not because he thinks he has too.but then again his decision if deciding not to come back would literally shatter pieces of my heart that I have left. I feel I worked so hard to get where I’m at with him. I put in so much that I told myself I wouldn’t. I love him way more than my heart can allow..and now I can’t have him because...
“My mother always told me its never healthy to go to sleep mad”
– Mother quote
“Im way to young to be feeling this old.”
– drake
so this song has been on repeat since last night.
...
Two roads diverge but i rather walk...
Warning: do not read if you are close minded to faiths
Ive always been told ”believe and he shall direct your path” but I never expected after 18 years of church a movie “The book of Eli” would put it all in perspective.
Lately I have been contemplating the direction I seem to be going, questioning if its all worth it. Choosing my major in school and thinking how it...
Anonymous asked: what school do you attend??
miike snow- Silvia
going for a new vibe. by far...
i want to. but its hard. again. i keep tellin yall...
i want to write freely again,
i want to be inspired to write music and sing and pretend one day Im going to get that guitar and learn it..then on one random day Im going to perform in front of an audience.
i want to be carefree. that girl with the tattoos. half shaved hair. dont give a fuck attitude. dresses up everyday just because and enjoys the rain.
i want to be inspired by people easily....
www.shishboompow.blogspot.com
she is my muse.
read.
be inspired.i dare you.
its funny i was writing wedding vows..and i dont really believe in marriage in this time and age..
what…..
i dont.
Wedding vows in progress
In this I want you to never steal, lie or cheat.
But if you must steal…steal away my sorrows
If you must lie..always lye next to me
And if you must cheat…cheat death.and be by my side always
“Relationships are scary but to fear what you cannot control is not to live at...”
“i will always believe black and white photos tell a different story..vividly...”
– inner thought
He sleeps on the bed and I lay on the...
I don’t really know what to write about..for the simple fact its 2:16 am and I suppose its fourth of july. I should be content but I’m not.I just feel like writing till my thumbs ache with pain from typing on this blackeberry..I do not want to bore you.but this post might just do it.
Right now I feel like crying..for what reasons I don’t know yet..but you know when you a get a...
June 2010
38 posts
New York minute
I never really understood the term “anything can happen in a new york minute” until I experienced it. It seems like everything keeps movin whether you like it or not. Either your roll with the punches or get knocked the fuck out.. The place I have always wanted to experience scares me and excites me all at the same time. You believe you have seen so much if you weren’t born here....
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letter to myself,
Dear Celeasia,
Remember when you were young and you used to walk outside barefoot because being struck by something in your foot or stepping into the unknown did not scare you, it just made you live..without a care in the world. Playing in the mud, picking flowers and collecting rolly pollies in a box. The days you didnt care, you just woke up to smile.You woke up to be that little girl who...
i sit here and look at all these blogs..doing the same thing im doing..and i wonder what makes me stand out to make it in the world how i want to..some people do it for a hobby..I do it for a come up.