August 2009
5 posts
unfinished short story.....
We sat in the car, and remembered. Our words still lingered, the layer of hurt and frustration was still noticable in the air. We both knew our sayings couldnt be vaccumed into our mouth, by the simple word of “sorry”..it was tool late for that.
We knew the words we carved on that almost November night would mark a broken abstract in our relationship.
I told him he was “nothing...
laughing to myself out loud...
Like have you ever felt played?..like to the point you cant even be sad..you just laugh at that shit. thats how im feelin right about now…at first i was cryin then i was talkin to some people and my brother jason..and its all comin down to the fact where there tellin me to let go and say fuck it…” love dont hurt that bad..it shouldnt” they said i shouldnt be fighting for...
“One day at a time—this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the...”
– umm i forgot…
making the best 170809
All i will do is pray..
give me comfort..give me clarity
God would never give me something i cant handle…he sent me here for a reason
Ima make the best of it, I have no other choice
the times i waste being sad..is times i lose being happy…
Everything happens for a reason
Im going too keep on laughing and keep on smiling…
If something isnt sure in your life..just know God...
praying
About to head out for college and all i pray is that i focus and enjoy myself the best way i can..i pray my relationship will survive the 4 hour distance (lol)…it doesnt even sound that bad….but only god knows..cause i prayed for along time that i meet someone special and after 2 years of waiting and being patient he found me someone i can connect with…i pray that the negatives...