February 2010
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Can someone just pray for me..
I dont want these thoughts that heavely consume me..
just pray time will heal me faster than expected..all i want is a peace of mind and a solid thought.
someone just pray for me…right now that is all I want..
Notes to thy self
Never look down so you always know whats up…
trying to find my nigga mentality..
think with your head instead of your heart..
crying dont make the situation go away..it just makes you look weak
never let anyone stop you from smiling, or give them the power to take it away from you.
never settle..
your not a fairy tale bitch so dont get caught up in the fact that a nigga gona sweep you...
wait...
i said i wasnt gona write for awhile cus im unhappy..but i realized writing makes me happy.
somewhere along the way i must of lost myself, i must of forgotten in my head that im thee baddest bitch out there..and i wont let no one tell me otherwise
i forgot that i gotta LOVE me BEFORE ANYONE…i forgot that..
that was the key thing to me being unhappy…so now im ready to be me again,...
neutral.
im not excited nor am i mad..i dont really have feelings at this point..right now i just dont care about anything.im just feelin more alone than ever.
jammin to the old Brownstone-if you love me..lol,
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you.
i cant even be mad at you,for being who you are.too much effort went into this too much valuable time and too much feelings.Its sad that we are not even together I feel as if you ripped my heart out of my chest..but I cant even be mad cause we’re not together, you told me from get go you aint want a relationship, but i figured like any typical black girl that I could change, or somehow make...
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your pretty fly..
why thank you :)
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“Eagles dont soar with pigeons…(#truestory)”
– facebook status
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What is one thing you want to accomplish before you pass away??
Damn..you have no idea how many goals i have..ima just pick ONE since you asked..I want to learn how to play the guitar and perform one of my songs at an open mic night..
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I’ve seen u and yo girls at parties. Are they really hoes or jus wild partiers?
To be honest they are really just partiers.they love to dance..they are doin the same things every other girl is doing in the club. i guess they just gettin more attention for it..and for the hoe thing..what they do with their private lives is their business..so i cant really speak and call...
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Lets move to Cali together
I would love too..just tell me when??
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what ethnicity are you?
I will only say this once…My mother is black and my dad is Indian..so i am black &indian not ethiopian,haitian,nigerian or whatever else you may think i am..yes i am mixed..Mystery solved
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whats your biggest pet peeve?
Girls who burp like niggas in public..that shit really iggs me
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ahhh MY SHOWS TONIGHT!
For Colored Girls: Those who have considered suicide when the rainbow is not Enough..
sooo its tonight! Its finally here*gasping for air,holding my neck!
I think Im ready..No ..I know Im ready..I slipped up a few times at rehearsal but I think I got it this time.I am hellllllaaa tired tho. Lowkey I just want to sleep through all my classes this week.
*chewing on redvines at 10:08 in the...
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What happened between you and Broderick
we broke up.alot of things happened that wasnt under my control..i went to college.we moved on.sometimes love cant survive when your far apart..
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peace is my shelter
I must say it gets harder everyday,challenging every minute,confusing everytime..but Im still here, holding a smile on my face and a pep in my step to keep me going. I will try not to analyze what i cant control…”if the mountains were smooth, you wouldnt be able to climb it”..right??
——you cannot lead someone where you have never been——-
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What gets u wet?
things being whispered in my ear..:)
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Whats the main quality you look for in a guy?
to keep it real..like be blunt.dont hold nothing back even if it might hurt my feelings. I can respect ANYONE who speaks on how they feel even if i dont like what they have to say…oh and have a sense of humor.the more you keep me laughing the more you have my heart..(good question)
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Do you believe in luck?
naw more like faith or Hope..luck is a term for gamblers…i know what i believe in
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“good things come to those who wait…”
when my mind wont let me sleep..i try to find a...
oh. February.
We have only been 8 days in it an you have done me good and bad all at the same time.
I have went to the emergency room for a boy(dont ask-long story)..which un-suprisingly i like more.
UGH. for no reason..I think Gods tryna punish me with this one. i have let my guard down. which is not me in the least bit. Im trying to build my walls.but he wont let me..he keeps tellin me things i want to...
Its February.no showers here!!
AHHHHHH!!!! do you feel it?? I felt it this morning. I actually woke up at 630 AM this and realized this is MY month….
28 days of creativity,sobriety,no parties,hopefully more “reggie bush”, laughs,memories,new look and a better look on life
i feel it more than you can imagine..
[2] [8]..my favorite number.February-my favorite month
see you soon…i got some more stuff to...