its only friday..and I dont know if Im ready to start off a new week that
COULD be filled with
anxiety
next week is the last week before spring break and Im not going home, I could possibly be alone or be with my friends.. I have no clue..I must say Im anticipating it but Im not sure if Im ready for the outcome. I have never truly been alone..nor do I ever want to be. Maybe I wont. Maybe something will change. Just maybe.
Regardless of the fact that I need much needed rest from school….I hate being bored and lonely
Anyone have any I deas??
“Lifes a bitch, If it was a hoe… it be easy” — lmao.facebook status from sincere
“First step is take a deep breath (you got to wake up this morning)…Challenges make life interesting, however, overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.- Mark Twain…Goodmorning, I hope everyone has a good day-#revrunflow:)” — Mark Twain//RevRun flow//My belief in God //And My belief in myself..
My days are pretty cool..its just the nights that have me tossing and turning..cause all i have is my thoughts to rock me to sleep..but I dont want these thoughts. Trying to dream of something new..
ok this picture is all the way random..but I absolutely love it..
I mean it is a photo of me and my ex but it looks like the classic
“girl meets boy” photo..that was like in our first stage…
0_o .ok moving on “awkward pause*leaves room silently”
[video]
Can someone just pray for me..
I dont want these thoughts that heavely consume me..
just pray time will heal me faster than expected..all i want is a peace of mind and a solid thought.
someone just pray for me…right now that is all I want..
Never look down so you always know whats up…
trying to find my nigga mentality..
think with your head instead of your heart..
crying dont make the situation go away..it just makes you look weak
never let anyone stop you from smiling, or give them the power to take it away from you.
never settle..
your not a fairy tale bitch so dont get caught up in the fact that a nigga gona sweep you off your feet.
Adore yourself first..
im about to go do a video blog..im lowkey bored right now
i said i wasnt gona write for awhile cus im unhappy..but i realized writing makes me happy.
somewhere along the way i must of lost myself, i must of forgotten in my head that im thee baddest bitch out there..and i wont let no one tell me otherwise
i forgot that i gotta LOVE me BEFORE ANYONE…i forgot that..
that was the key thing to me being unhappy…so now im ready to be me again, focus on myself, be selfish, not give a fuck,
get these grades up and have fun
LESSON: never rush anything, never lose sight of yourself and never give your all, it has to be earned, be honest with yourself above all..this will be long and hard process, because people will tell you everything in the book…but dont settle for the okey doke….DONT SETTLE..and let time heal you.
i lost my confidence for a minute, cus i was tryin to make myself into something i was not..
but now im ok with being alone
xoxo-the new me