Peter Pans lost girl.

I need Ideas People??

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 00:35:28 -0500

its only friday..and I dont know if Im ready to start off a new week that

COULD be filled with

disappointments
laughs
great memories
tears
frustrations

anxiety

boredom
determination or focus
perhaps maybe the best week ever

next week is the last week before spring break and Im not going home, I could possibly be alone or be with my friends.. I have no clue..I must say Im anticipating it but Im not sure if Im ready for the outcome. I have never truly been alone..nor do I ever want to be. Maybe I wont. Maybe something will change. Just maybe.

Regardless of the fact that I need much needed rest from school….I hate being bored and lonely

Anyone have any I deas??

"Lifes a bitch, If it was a hoe… it be easy"

Thu, 04 Mar 2010 12:15:45 -0500

“Lifes a bitch, If it was a hoe… it be easy”

- lmao.facebook status from sincere

Fantasia//Even Angels Shes not my favorite, but her words lowkey...

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 10:05:23 -0500

Fantasia//Even Angels

Shes not my favorite, but her words lowkey helped me today..

First step take a deep breath you dont need a reason why
You can(you can) take(take) time you can(you can) walk run dive
Close call you think you might fall but all you have to do is try
Even angels even angels learn to fly (fly fly)

"First step is take a deep breath (you got to wake up this morning)…Challenges make life..."

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 09:57:04 -0500

“First step is take a deep breath (you got to wake up this morning)…Challenges make life interesting, however, overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.- Mark Twain…Goodmorning, I hope everyone has a good day-#revrunflow:)”

- Mark Twain//RevRun flow//My belief in God //And My belief in myself..

My days are pretty cool..its just the nights that have me tossing and turning..cause all i have is...

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 02:12:23 -0500

My days are pretty cool..its just the nights that have me tossing and turning..cause all i have is my thoughts to rock me to sleep..but I dont want these thoughts. Trying to dream of something new..

ok this picture is all the way random..but I absolutely love...

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 12:43:04 -0500

ok this picture is all the way random..but I absolutely love it..

I mean it is a photo of me and my ex but it looks like the classic

“girl meets boy” photo..that was like in our first stage…

0_o .ok moving on “awkward pause*leaves room silently”

there is a start where something ends…february..28 days...

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 07:08:03 -0500

there is a start where something ends…february..28 days later

we traded in our drums for responsibilities-#blackhistory flow..

im always learning something new..

Can someone just pray for me.. I dont want these thoughts that heavely consume me.. just pray time...

Sun, 28 Feb 2010 17:14:20 -0500

Can someone just pray for me..

I dont want these thoughts that heavely consume me..

just pray time will heal me faster than expected..all i want is a peace of mind and a solid thought.

someone just pray for me…right now that is all I want..

Notes to thy self

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 18:13:34 -0500

Never look down so you always know whats up…

trying to find my nigga mentality..

think with your head instead of your heart..

crying dont make the situation go away..it just makes you look weak

never let anyone stop you from smiling, or give them the power to take it away from you.

never settle..

your not a fairy tale bitch so dont get caught up in the fact that a nigga gona sweep you off your feet.

Adore yourself first..

im about to go do a video blog..im lowkey bored right now

wait...

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 13:59:53 -0500

i said i wasnt gona write for awhile cus im unhappy..but i realized writing makes me happy.

somewhere along the way i must of lost myself, i must of forgotten in my head that im thee baddest bitch out there..and i wont let no one tell me otherwise

i forgot that i gotta LOVE me BEFORE ANYONE…i forgot that..

that was the key thing to me being unhappy…so now im ready to be me again, focus on myself, be selfish, not give a fuck,

get these grades up and have fun

LESSON: never rush anything, never lose sight of yourself and never give your all, it has to be earned, be honest with yourself above all..this will be long and hard process, because people will tell you everything in the book…but dont settle for the okey doke….DONT SETTLE..and let time heal you.

i lost my confidence for a minute, cus i was tryin to make myself into something i was not..

but now im ok with being alone

xoxo-the new me

IHOP FREEE PANCAKE DAY..YUM.. yum. yumm.. memories.hunger.i...

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 22:36:16 -0500

IHOP FREEE PANCAKE DAY..YUM..

yum.

yumm..

memories.hunger.i think im in love

neutral.

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 10:18:44 -0500

im not excited nor am i mad..i dont really have feelings at this point..right now i just dont care about anything.im just feelin more alone than ever.

jammin to the old Brownstone-if you love me..lol, goodnite.

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 01:38:09 -0500

jammin to the old Brownstone-if you love me..lol,

goodnite.

you.

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 01:24:00 -0500

i cant even be mad at you,for being who you are.too much effort went into this too much valuable time and too much feelings.Its sad that we are not even together I feel as if you ripped my heart out of my chest..but I cant even be mad cause we’re not together, you told me from get go you aint want a relationship, but i figured like any typical black girl that I could change, or somehow make you mine.I even told myself everyday you were fuckin other bitches so if it was true then it wouldnt hurt that bad..but it hurt me even harder when I found out it was true, I thought to myself Here I Go Again, back in the predicament of my ex, never being just that only girl to make you happy, but then i remembered again that WE ARE NOT together, and maybe a title would ruin what we have, the fact is i dont even care about the title anymore, even though i want it bad i know its for the best.ima let it go ..the feelings i have are not a “i think, or maybe” more like “I know “..I know im past caring about you, the situation is bigger than that cause I couldnt even leave..I left with words un spoken. Could I be using the big “L” word, possibly.. im just scared to say it, because now I know Im the only one that feels that way.

-signed,

a bruised black heart that is trying to repair

ohserena: fuckyeahrita: so-treu: (via loveyourchaos)

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 00:53:18 -0500

ohserena:

fuckyeahrita:

so-treu:

(via loveyourchaos)

formspring.me

Mon, 22 Feb 2010 10:38:48 -0500

your pretty fly..

why thank you :)

Ask me anything

"Eagles dont soar with pigeons…(#truestory)"

Sun, 21 Feb 2010 14:42:23 -0500

“Eagles dont soar with pigeons…(#truestory)”

- facebook status

Happy birthday Malaika Aminata..I love you and hope your day is...

Sun, 21 Feb 2010 14:39:02 -0500

Happy birthday Malaika Aminata..I love you and hope your day is as awesome as you! damn been friends since 9th grade my nigga,and bestfriends since 11th grade..lil chica you got my heart.. Im humming Stevie Wonder-happy bday …love you

Don’t ask me WHY..but ever since my “love...

Sun, 21 Feb 2010 00:48:34 -0500

Don’t ask me WHY..but ever since my “~~love interest” had me lay with him and listen to this song….~~

its been on replay with SEX on my mind..like i go listen to another slow jam and just groove with it but then i turn to this song and my hormones just rage out of control

damn the Power of music..

its the Chris Brown mixtape/In my zone//title-no bullshit

formspring.me

Thu, 18 Feb 2010 23:58:14 -0500

What is one thing you want to accomplish before you pass away??

Damn..you have no idea how many goals i have..ima just pick ONE since you asked..I want to learn how to play the guitar and perform one of my songs at an open mic night..

Ask me anything